when I found my song
finding-my-song.html
much changed
afterwards
I don't sing it very often
because I don't worry so much
anymore
instead I am grateful every day
I really hope this
counting of my blessings will last
I've never been so content
at least not that I can remember
but it is not only something in my imagination
it is a real thing
life improved so much
the relationship with my partner is getting
more and more
loving, caring and beautiful
i suffer less from stress
have more energy
(even if I am still super sleepy because of my pregnancy)
i have more and nicer interactions with other people
I can freely give kindness
am more creative and pro active
but obviously it wasn't just a song
the song was one of many tools
to change my perception of life
it started with finding a way back
from depression to life
the first thing I did was to stop complaining
and reminding me of lessons
I've learned before
like
that sharing and love in action
is more important than outcome
or that I choose
exactly to be where I am
and that everything has a small amount
that isn't glitter and sunshine
and that I am grateful for it too
honestly
I also write down
frequently
for what I am thankful
and i spent intensive time with people
who are already - very naturally - positive towards life
I did this continuously
also i have been very lucky
and it catapulted me into a flow
where it is more easy to keep
this positive attitude up
while being deeply aware
that every day is a gift
it doesn't mean i don't have
regularly
new challenges
and lesson
I had to overcome a biiiiiig
theory-practice-gap
related with a chosen stereotypical role
as woman
i needed to manage
an update of my feminist mindset
that just set me more free regarding to
a more including feminism
(will definitely write about it in the future!)
or am still figuring out
why I'm having such an issue if somebody
isn't paying attention to me
and why me being in control
is still so relevant
whenever I find time
in this enjoyment of the now
i will write more about it
for now
i just wanted to share
finding-my-song.html
much changed
afterwards
I don't sing it very often
because I don't worry so much
anymore
instead I am grateful every day
I really hope this
counting of my blessings will last
I've never been so content
at least not that I can remember
but it is not only something in my imagination
it is a real thing
life improved so much
the relationship with my partner is getting
more and more
loving, caring and beautiful
i suffer less from stress
have more energy
(even if I am still super sleepy because of my pregnancy)
i have more and nicer interactions with other people
I can freely give kindness
am more creative and pro active
but obviously it wasn't just a song
the song was one of many tools
to change my perception of life
it started with finding a way back
from depression to life
the first thing I did was to stop complaining
and reminding me of lessons
I've learned before
like
that sharing and love in action
is more important than outcome
or that I choose
exactly to be where I am
and that everything has a small amount
that isn't glitter and sunshine
and that I am grateful for it too
honestly
I also write down
frequently
for what I am thankful
and i spent intensive time with people
who are already - very naturally - positive towards life
I did this continuously
also i have been very lucky
and it catapulted me into a flow
where it is more easy to keep
this positive attitude up
while being deeply aware
that every day is a gift
it doesn't mean i don't have
regularly
new challenges
and lesson
I had to overcome a biiiiiig
theory-practice-gap
related with a chosen stereotypical role
as woman
i needed to manage
an update of my feminist mindset
that just set me more free regarding to
a more including feminism
(will definitely write about it in the future!)
or am still figuring out
why I'm having such an issue if somebody
isn't paying attention to me
and why me being in control
is still so relevant
whenever I find time
in this enjoyment of the now
i will write more about it
for now
i just wanted to share