dear frank i am thinking of you about the moments we shared closeness, dreams and ideas i am sorry you couldn't make it more days i hope your soul finds peace may your family and friends finds support, strength and love PS: the friend i was checking on is very fine. so, good that i checked on him. it feels good to know that your friends are well.
i wanna share with you where i am standing right now at a young age i met a lot of rich people it made me understand that money itself isn't worth craving for later i learned that money is indeed needed to survive and that not having it provides limited access than i tried to go after it to get back where i started with many experiences in my back from different angles on money and work there are people in this world that turned their passions into what they do to make a living obviously these people feel happy by identifying themselves with work or people who find a job they love i was always searching for that one thing just to figure out recently that there are maybe some people in this world who will never find that "one thing" i can identify with my work i did it deeply when i found a job i loved but i always felt that work is not the only thing i was always very interested in many things discover new chapters if work is your main priority there isn't much space for other things my priorities are clearly first people secondly experiences thirdly work don't get me wrong i like working moreover i love working at a nice job with colleagues that have good team player abilities i understand the happiness that can arise from the work place but i also feel that for me it is all about balance that i need other things to be important too i will be forever grateful for the woman at sewa.org for showing me that a world without hierarchies - especially in the work place - is indeed possible, for a new light of appreciation and joy on work, and many more lesson that keep unfolding themselves... i will also never forget the people I met and lesson learned while working for the labour union www.ngg.net and in many other encounters. ...and am always going to be grateful for the ones who supported me because nobody who gets far - in my definition of this - walks alone thank you
actually why i am adding something to this discussion is more a feeling of "as a self defined feminist I need to add something" (see video below), which is stupid and self limited but it is okay for me. and i wanted to mention why I think it is important irrespective of its initial background for going viral (i didn't know at the beginning and maybe that is a good thing because it may would have impacted my perspective) by searching the #metoo hashtag, some of these examples can be found: some personal statements: www.the-pool.com/news-views/opinion/2017/42/marisa-bate-on-me-too-hashtag-post-weinstein or that there is a reason some people don't want to "out" themselves: edition.cnn.com/2017/10/16/opinions/me-too-mayim-bialik-kate-maltby-opinion/index.html and a small reminder that no-one has to out themselves: another reminder: some important honoring of people fighting against sexual violence since many years: www.ebony.com/news-views/black-woman-me-too-movement-tarana-burke-alyssa-milano#axzz4vkYQDM7D very important reminder that not only people who define themselves as woman are #metoo-survivors: www.facebook.com/humansofbombay/posts/727171920825121 some more narratives captured by STORYPICK: http://www.storypick.com/indians-metoo-stories/ and the very important contribution in this debate - some voices for the urgently needed perspective shift: mic.com/articles/185292/ididthat-and-himthough-responses-to-metoo-ask-men-to-take-accountability-for-sexual-misconduct#.FCf6bMg6r www.slate.com/blogs/xx_factor/2017/10/17/why_the_metoo_moment_is_liberating_dispiriting_and_uncomfortable_all_at.html www.huffingtonpost.com/entry/instead-of-me-too-we-need-to-ask-have-you_us_59e58d2ce4b0a741e4b353d1?utm_campaign=hp_fb_pages&utm_source=women_fb&utm_medium=facebook&ncid=fcbklnkushpmg00000046 so, under the light of doubting that the #metoo-hashtag will have huge impact on social change - but still hoping and knowing that small changes are the drops we need to fill the ocean - this is what I want to add (nothing spectacular though): BUT
the best contributions to the debate i have found among my friends c r i t i c a l s m a r t c o m m e n t s w i t h l i g h t s o f h o p e a n d m a g i c i don't really feel like going and ask them for permission of their statements so i don't post them here and this is the best that i found throughout this debate i was remembered that i found already amazing souls people that lift each other up support souls that make you grow ... live to unfold itselfi'm quite happy that i did it naturally without thinking about it thanks to a huge shift in perspectives, bullet journaling, regular exercises and concrete daily actions i managed to lift my energy flow enormously being able doing so much makes me very content and happy especially as an depression survivor i could've never imagined to get back to such an amount of good vibes running through my veins #graciasadiosportodo and i am also using this moment to thank myself for doing such a good job while currently being unemployed also as i am tending to unconsciously trying to control my life #stuffineverthoughtaboutmyself this planning could easily run out of control a.k.a. me trying to plan every tiny thing i have no clue why but i acted different it seems like i am allowing life more to unfold itself how it wants i was adapting flexible i am positively surprised i just did it por ejemplo i have enough taks these days to manage just doing a lot of stuff very well but it feels right that i registered for this reiki online course you know this resonating feeling that gives you a hint that you're moving towards the right direction first, i was thinking "ohhh noon, so much more work to do. i am already learning so much new stuff. is this going to turn out well?" but then i was listening to the introduction and it feels like puzzle pieces coming together now i am ready to go further and i had the feeling that this image and dream of me becoming a very kind, loving, calm person with abilities of healing and transformation maybe one day will really come true this sweet perspective made me feel exciting moreover a little bit more spiritual practice in my life actually feels really nice and, another friend of mine who already achieved level 1 in reiki many years back... ...now i understand why she couldn't understand me suffering from depression i can let go of the last pieces of that stupid anger towards her of being misunderstood by a loved one and i have another friend who also achieved level 1 the outlook experiencing something that will connect us a little bit more feels just so good and maybe the same can happen to another friend ? we don't have much contact since a while but our bond is still strong and full of love i don't think she did reiki but i can feel she is doing something similar every day i am not doing it to expect any of the above as planned outcome i would have done that earlier but unconsciously hahaha and i am partially still doing it lol and my sweet husband with his never-ending source of patience it surely won't be bad for our queingdom too and there are friends and family that could really need some reiki this really motivates me to keeping it up i was really thinking of putting the course aside for later like i "later" so many things happy i started it immediately and another super tiny example... somehow i developed this strong passion towards bullet journaling i could easily think about myself it is a waste of time but i am allowing it to unfold itself in my life and it shows that it has positive impact on my every daily life and brings me so much joy also, the www.instagram.com/nadeen_40andfab/ i think i am going to allow myself to post more about my bullet journaling experiences it has nothing to do with my blog and it may irritate others but i am the only one who makes the rules i am allowing myself to be more open to the ocean of life i am just wondering how often in my life i was/am self-limiting myself ??? i will never know and that's great i think i dont wanna know i am just so glad grateful that i am more open i hope it will remains with me like a new skin i am not a snake but humans also change their cells thus, we are all constant change even with our bodies aren't we ? some explanation to other bujo junkies:
over the first half of the pages i fill in specific daily tasks and events/ appointments underneath i fill in my weekly plan of actions one third on the left side and i use some space on the right for upcoming events i figured out this kind of weekly overview works best for me and my weekly sheet always finds company in a quote |