... live to unfold itself
i'm quite happy
that i did it naturally
without thinking
about it
thanks to a huge shift in perspectives,
bullet journaling,
regular exercises
and concrete daily actions
i managed
to lift my energy flow
enormously
being able doing so much
makes me very content
and happy
especially as an
depression survivor
i could've never imagined
to get back to such an amount
of good vibes running
through my veins
#graciasadiosportodo
and i am also using this moment
to thank myself for doing such a good job
while currently being unemployed
also
as i am tending to
unconsciously
trying to control my life
#stuffineverthoughtaboutmyself
this planning could easily
run out of control
a.k.a. me trying to plan
every tiny thing
i have no clue
why
but
i acted different
it seems like
i am allowing life
more
to unfold itself
how it wants
i was adapting flexible
i am positively surprised
i just did it
por ejemplo
i have enough taks these days
to manage just doing
a lot of stuff
very well
but it feels right
that i registered for this reiki online course
you know this resonating feeling
that gives you a hint that you're
moving towards the right direction
first, i was thinking
"ohhh noon, so much more work to do.
i am already learning so much new stuff.
is this going to turn out well?"
but then i was listening to the introduction
and it feels like puzzle pieces
coming together
now i am ready
to go further
and i had the feeling
that this image and dream of me
becoming a very kind, loving, calm person
with abilities of healing and transformation
maybe one day
will really come true
this sweet perspective
made me feel exciting
moreover
a little bit more
spiritual practice
in my life
actually feels really nice
and, another friend of mine
who already achieved level 1 in reiki
many years back...
...now i understand
why she couldn't understand me
suffering from depression
i can let go of the last pieces
of that stupid anger towards her
of being misunderstood
by a loved one
and i have another friend
who also achieved level 1
the outlook experiencing
something that will
connect us
a little bit more
feels just so good
and maybe the same can happen
to another friend
?
we don't have much contact
since a while
but our bond is still strong
and full of love
i don't think she did reiki
but i can feel she is doing
something
similar
every day
i am not doing it to expect any of the above
as planned outcome
i would have done that earlier
but unconsciously
hahaha
and i am partially still doing it
lol
and my sweet husband
with his never-ending source of patience
it surely won't be bad for our queingdom
too
and there are friends and family
that could really need some reiki
this really motivates me
to keeping it up
i was really thinking of
putting the course aside
for later
like i "later" so many things
happy i started it
immediately
and another super tiny example...
somehow
i developed this strong passion
towards bullet journaling
i could easily think about myself
it is a waste of time
but i am allowing it to unfold itself
in my life
and it shows that it has positive impact
on my every daily life
and brings me so
much joy
also, the www.instagram.com/nadeen_40andfab/
i think i am going to allow myself
to post more about my bullet journaling experiences
it has nothing to do with my blog
and it may irritate others
but i am the only one who makes the rules
i am allowing myself to be more open
to the ocean of life
i am just wondering how often in my life
i was/am self-limiting myself
???
i will never know
and that's great
i think
i dont wanna know
i am just so glad
grateful
that i am more
open
i hope it will remains with me
like a new skin
i am not a snake but
humans also change their cells
thus, we are all
constant change
even with our bodies
aren't we
?
that i did it naturally
without thinking
about it
thanks to a huge shift in perspectives,
bullet journaling,
regular exercises
and concrete daily actions
i managed
to lift my energy flow
enormously
being able doing so much
makes me very content
and happy
especially as an
depression survivor
i could've never imagined
to get back to such an amount
of good vibes running
through my veins
#graciasadiosportodo
and i am also using this moment
to thank myself for doing such a good job
while currently being unemployed
also
as i am tending to
unconsciously
trying to control my life
#stuffineverthoughtaboutmyself
this planning could easily
run out of control
a.k.a. me trying to plan
every tiny thing
i have no clue
why
but
i acted different
it seems like
i am allowing life
more
to unfold itself
how it wants
i was adapting flexible
i am positively surprised
i just did it
por ejemplo
i have enough taks these days
to manage just doing
a lot of stuff
very well
but it feels right
that i registered for this reiki online course
you know this resonating feeling
that gives you a hint that you're
moving towards the right direction
first, i was thinking
"ohhh noon, so much more work to do.
i am already learning so much new stuff.
is this going to turn out well?"
but then i was listening to the introduction
and it feels like puzzle pieces
coming together
now i am ready
to go further
and i had the feeling
that this image and dream of me
becoming a very kind, loving, calm person
with abilities of healing and transformation
maybe one day
will really come true
this sweet perspective
made me feel exciting
moreover
a little bit more
spiritual practice
in my life
actually feels really nice
and, another friend of mine
who already achieved level 1 in reiki
many years back...
...now i understand
why she couldn't understand me
suffering from depression
i can let go of the last pieces
of that stupid anger towards her
of being misunderstood
by a loved one
and i have another friend
who also achieved level 1
the outlook experiencing
something that will
connect us
a little bit more
feels just so good
and maybe the same can happen
to another friend
?
we don't have much contact
since a while
but our bond is still strong
and full of love
i don't think she did reiki
but i can feel she is doing
something
similar
every day
i am not doing it to expect any of the above
as planned outcome
i would have done that earlier
but unconsciously
hahaha
and i am partially still doing it
lol
and my sweet husband
with his never-ending source of patience
it surely won't be bad for our queingdom
too
and there are friends and family
that could really need some reiki
this really motivates me
to keeping it up
i was really thinking of
putting the course aside
for later
like i "later" so many things
happy i started it
immediately
and another super tiny example...
somehow
i developed this strong passion
towards bullet journaling
i could easily think about myself
it is a waste of time
but i am allowing it to unfold itself
in my life
and it shows that it has positive impact
on my every daily life
and brings me so
much joy
also, the www.instagram.com/nadeen_40andfab/
i think i am going to allow myself
to post more about my bullet journaling experiences
it has nothing to do with my blog
and it may irritate others
but i am the only one who makes the rules
i am allowing myself to be more open
to the ocean of life
i am just wondering how often in my life
i was/am self-limiting myself
???
i will never know
and that's great
i think
i dont wanna know
i am just so glad
grateful
that i am more
open
i hope it will remains with me
like a new skin
i am not a snake but
humans also change their cells
thus, we are all
constant change
even with our bodies
aren't we
?
some explanation to other bujo junkies:
over the first half of the pages
i fill in specific daily tasks and events/ appointments
underneath i fill in my weekly plan of actions
one third on the left side
and i use some space on the right
for upcoming events
i figured out
this kind of weekly overview
works best for me
and my weekly sheet
always finds company in a quote
over the first half of the pages
i fill in specific daily tasks and events/ appointments
underneath i fill in my weekly plan of actions
one third on the left side
and i use some space on the right
for upcoming events
i figured out
this kind of weekly overview
works best for me
and my weekly sheet
always finds company in a quote