last week have been
some of the most beautiful days in my life
my love and me enjoyed a few days of honeymoon
in an caribbean colombian island
we came back and we were
so much more
relaxed
feeling our bond
so strong
i wanted to say
"stronger than ever before"
but i am actually not sure
and maybe
there is a way to use my drama in a better way
i start liking the idea not
keep thinking and feeling in extremes
coming back we started new projects
new energies and new bundles of love
flushing through our veins
after just a few days
in paradise
immediately
i could sense
a much deeper level of appreciation
actually, even if not everything is perfect right now
it is absolutely perfect
i mean
the food on our table
some of the most beautiful days in my life
my love and me enjoyed a few days of honeymoon
in an caribbean colombian island
we came back and we were
so much more
relaxed
feeling our bond
so strong
i wanted to say
"stronger than ever before"
but i am actually not sure
and maybe
there is a way to use my drama in a better way
i start liking the idea not
keep thinking and feeling in extremes
coming back we started new projects
new energies and new bundles of love
flushing through our veins
after just a few days
in paradise
immediately
i could sense
a much deeper level of appreciation
actually, even if not everything is perfect right now
it is absolutely perfect
i mean
the food on our table
...that's just a knee-bowing blessing
isn't it
ahh ja, extremely gratefulness, naja naja
but honestly, a table with so much good food
is obviously a purity of life's blessings:
good soup with potatoes and carrots,
plantains, lentils, rice, avocado,
pineapple and melon,
fresh guava juice
and
when i was walking
down the streets of cartagena
i was thinking
it is really a beautiful city
there are worst places to live
i could never deeply connect with this city
full of bad history, separation and strong vibes
but recently i started to see more beauty in it
i felt like
if i would ask god for a life
this would be it
because
we are not too rich to be disconnected
from what really matters
we even have only very few furnitures
a bed, big table with benches, small office for me, some chairs and a closet
but we have all we need
and i love our lifestyle
we may not be able
to buy everything we want
to travel whenever and wherever we want
we may
struggling balancing our finances
sometimes
but at the end of the day
we have us, a roof above our heads
and good food
all we need
i was thinking about this
perfectly, being in the middle of it
already a while ago
i was not struggling too much
with violence and hardship
that i wouldn't be able to recover from it
but enough
so i could free myself from stuff
to develop strengths
i had weird experiences
met many crazy people
to fill books
but much more important
it taught me to spot
a good heart
in the middle of a crowd
i had brief periods of being poor
but never was suffering too much from it
just enough to appreciate and to be able
to empathise
i always had enough
even many
chances to develop
even if i couldn't see it all the time
on top
now my dreams came true
finding love
living close to the beach
warm temperatures
even if it looked different than expected
actually
i am living my dreams
moreover,
i am living with enough efforts to
being able to appreciate what i do
but not too much to get lost in stress
moreover,
right now
i am still gifted with the most precious gift
TIME
and even if i am thinking most of the time
i am not making the most of it
i can trust now the bigger picture
that i am doing
exactly
what i need to do with my time
as there are no rules in life
there is also nobody who knows better
what i need right now
or what i should do
than me
wait
is this
some confidence
?
hahaha, can't believe it
#graciasadiosportodo
isn't it
ahh ja, extremely gratefulness, naja naja
but honestly, a table with so much good food
is obviously a purity of life's blessings:
good soup with potatoes and carrots,
plantains, lentils, rice, avocado,
pineapple and melon,
fresh guava juice
and
when i was walking
down the streets of cartagena
i was thinking
it is really a beautiful city
there are worst places to live
i could never deeply connect with this city
full of bad history, separation and strong vibes
but recently i started to see more beauty in it
i felt like
if i would ask god for a life
this would be it
because
we are not too rich to be disconnected
from what really matters
we even have only very few furnitures
a bed, big table with benches, small office for me, some chairs and a closet
but we have all we need
and i love our lifestyle
we may not be able
to buy everything we want
to travel whenever and wherever we want
we may
struggling balancing our finances
sometimes
but at the end of the day
we have us, a roof above our heads
and good food
all we need
i was thinking about this
perfectly, being in the middle of it
already a while ago
i was not struggling too much
with violence and hardship
that i wouldn't be able to recover from it
but enough
so i could free myself from stuff
to develop strengths
i had weird experiences
met many crazy people
to fill books
but much more important
it taught me to spot
a good heart
in the middle of a crowd
i had brief periods of being poor
but never was suffering too much from it
just enough to appreciate and to be able
to empathise
i always had enough
even many
chances to develop
even if i couldn't see it all the time
on top
now my dreams came true
finding love
living close to the beach
warm temperatures
even if it looked different than expected
actually
i am living my dreams
moreover,
i am living with enough efforts to
being able to appreciate what i do
but not too much to get lost in stress
moreover,
right now
i am still gifted with the most precious gift
TIME
and even if i am thinking most of the time
i am not making the most of it
i can trust now the bigger picture
that i am doing
exactly
what i need to do with my time
as there are no rules in life
there is also nobody who knows better
what i need right now
or what i should do
than me
wait
is this
some confidence
?
hahaha, can't believe it
#graciasadiosportodo