we can learn from anybody.
somebody else can learn from my wide collection of expertise on life
even if I am not bringing every theory and all aspects of my life into glorious practice.
and,
i can learn from somebody who don't have children about parenting
today, i learnt that the continuous struggle of
"am I doing good enough to fulfill the needs of this extraordinary little human being?"
is a struggle that may be a partner throughout life
with many parents
while learning every day more
about becoming
and,
if we manage to keep a balance,
and not getting crazy because it is simply impossible to fulfill our high standards of self expectation,
on the role of being a parent,
maybe then we understand,
that thriving to be the best parent for our child,
is a also necessary to be a good one.
in short:
i think,
i have to accept that feeling inadequate as parent is part of being just the best parent we can be.
because,
it is only about our child or individual children.
and,
we better never give up on trying to do what we think is best for
these little humans we are allowed to guide through life.
so. yes, that's okay.
i will happily live with all these insecurities and high expectations.
today, i feel confident that there will always be
a way back to let go
and
to recreate space for self love, too.
and i am so tired that i don't even know if what i am writing makes sense for anybody else but me,
but yeah,
i am content.
may contentment be with you,
too.
somebody else can learn from my wide collection of expertise on life
even if I am not bringing every theory and all aspects of my life into glorious practice.
and,
i can learn from somebody who don't have children about parenting
today, i learnt that the continuous struggle of
"am I doing good enough to fulfill the needs of this extraordinary little human being?"
is a struggle that may be a partner throughout life
with many parents
while learning every day more
about becoming
and,
if we manage to keep a balance,
and not getting crazy because it is simply impossible to fulfill our high standards of self expectation,
on the role of being a parent,
maybe then we understand,
that thriving to be the best parent for our child,
is a also necessary to be a good one.
in short:
i think,
i have to accept that feeling inadequate as parent is part of being just the best parent we can be.
because,
it is only about our child or individual children.
and,
we better never give up on trying to do what we think is best for
these little humans we are allowed to guide through life.
so. yes, that's okay.
i will happily live with all these insecurities and high expectations.
today, i feel confident that there will always be
a way back to let go
and
to recreate space for self love, too.
and i am so tired that i don't even know if what i am writing makes sense for anybody else but me,
but yeah,
i am content.
may contentment be with you,
too.